So today was a bit of a set back emotionally.  I had been feeling settled and confident in the path my life is taking me.  I know that I am confident in the life God has planned for me and that God's timing is perfect.  I know this from the path that led me to my wonderful, patient, accepting and loving husband, Sean.  

I am lucky to have Sean.  He has undeniably been the rock I have needed to get through these times.  The shoulder I have cried on, the one that has made me laugh when I didn't think laughing was possible.  I feel bad for him and for us.  Sometimes, I wish I had known that I would be faced with infertility struggles before I met him, so that I could warn him  that he would have to deal with this complete roller coaster ride.  As much as I know God's timing is perfect, at this time I do not understand why I/we are going through this.  I am confident that just as what happened with my path to Sean, it may not make sense now, but later I will understand.  In the meantime, I came across this quote on Pinterest that I hope can help others who are patiently waiting and wondering when their time will come.  I don't agree with all of it- I don't think I will be better than anyone else as a mother, but I do believe that God is giving me insight and a special vision of and for children. I also believe that I can now comfort others instead of run away from discomfort.  I am not going to be bulletproof and I will have times of tears (lots I'm sure).  Perhaps this is the reason we are experiencing what we are: 
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Trying to stay positive-
My hope and faith are bigger than my setbacks and fear.  



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